"To hell with your cancer. I’ve been living with cancer for the better part of a year. Right from the start, it’s a death sentence. That’s what they keep telling me. Well, guess what? Every life comes with a death sentence, so every few months I come in here for my regular scan, knowing full well that one of these times – hell, maybe even today – I’m gonna hear some bad news. But until then, who’s in charge? Me. That’s how I live my life."- Breaking Bad's Walter White
The first chapter in this journey is still vivid.. the early symptoms that I would ignore until I couldn't any longer...the shortness of breath and the dizziness..the feeling I had wasted a doctor's time when nothing was said immediately afterwards when I finally did break down to see a doctor..waiting for Mitch in the McDonald's parking lot after missing my bus and feeling too cold to wait for another one.. the phone call while in Mitch's truck,changing the destination of the ride from my apartment to the Emergency Room..the look of concern on Mitch's face as he's contacting family and friends while an oxygen mask is slapped on me..nurses bringing other nurses into my hospital room.. "He walked into the Emergency Room can you believe that?" then getting the word a day or so afterwards "You have Cancer"
I tell the complete story of that episode and more in my one man play "Cancer,Peace,Love,and Assorted Realities"
It's been six years now since I got that phone call. Doctors have been saying for the past five years that I'm in remission now,I don't feel anything now like I felt then,but still for whatever reasons,the doctors won't declare me cancer free yet.
6 Years later and about the only time I think about cancer now is those couple times a year when I have to do the scans and visit with the oncologist or at the anniversary of the diagnosis.
Is it like it never happened? Not on your life. Since the days of my initial diagnosis,I have had friends who have passed on due to the disease,and some of the very people who gave me a hand during my early moments have since have been diagnosed with various forms of cancer themselves.There's an instant recognition that takes place with those who get diagnosed,and the "Why them and not me" question arises when someone passes away.
I think everyone in the course of one's life, experiences events,whether tragic or merely momentous that alters one's perceptions on it. As I begin to look at the cancer experience from the view of the rearview mirror,it becomes one of a handful of events that helped shape my perceptions.I never let cancer define me.
During the days of my initial treatment,I was introduced to,and became an immediate fan of the TV series Breaking Bad. I made an immediate connection with its main character,Walter White,in large part due to the fact that he was dealing with his own cancer diagnosis. Walter White in the end lived a life that I would never hope to imitate but in the act of doing the things he did,he would describe himself as being alive.
Having a sense of mortality does push one to live more freely and fully doesn't it? Or as Bob Marley would say "Wake up and Live"
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Ramblings on a Daniels Family Thanksgiving
Anyone who has known me for any period of time knows that the Thanksgiving-Christmas-New Years holiday run has never been a favorite of mine.For me,the causes of those feelings stem from various issues that I won't get into now. I can't say all those feelings are erased,but I am noticing within myself a slight change which I believe comes from now having grandchildren.
For most children in America,the holiday period is an extremely magical time and I was no exception.
...and it would begin on Thanksgiving.
Thanksgiving in the Daniels household would begin early in the morning,but never quite as early as my mom said it had to be on that day. Mom always said we had to be on the road early,but while we generally were on the road before noon,it never turned out to be the 8 or 9 am departure time my Mom would talk about.
The time it took for us to get ready for the road gave us Daniels brothers enough time to tune into the big High School football game in Hartford between Weaver and Hartford Public. On the radio or TV,we'd know who won the game,but for us Hartford kids,it was important to know not only who won the game,but which school won the inevitable fight after the game.We'd find out the result of the fight after we returned from our trip.
Thanksgiving in the Daniels household meant sometime in the morning,the three Daniels boys,Mom,our grandmother and sometimes my grandfather piling into the Daniels family vehicle for a 5 hour drive from Hartford to Darby Pennsylvania,a town just outside of Philadelphia..
Seating arrangements in the car depended upon whether my grandfather was there or not and which Daniels brother needed to be separated.
For us Daniels boys,the trip to Darby was in a sense a trial run before the summer trip to Washington DC. After all,we would stop in Darby for the night on our way to Washington,and just like on our Washington trip,there would be the request to stop at the Howard Johnson's just off seemingly every highway stop.(the answer was usually no)There was also the unmistakable aroma of oil refineries driving on the New Jersey Turnpike.
Darby Pennsylvania was the home of my grandmother's sister. To us she was Aunt Nell. We called her husband Uncle Garvin. He like my grandfather was a World War 1 vet,and when they got together they'd swap various war stories,and sometimes perform the drills they did back then. If my grandfather didn't meet us in Connecticut,he'd meet up with us in Darby.It was certainly a shorter trip coming from Washington.
We'd also be greeted by our cousins from Philadelphia,as well as our cousins from New York.I especially looked forward to that because it meant I got to hang out with my favorite cousin Allen.
Long before the advent of the internet,my cousin Allen and I would maintain a letter writing correspondence,mainly centered around our favorite team- New York Mets.Thanksgiving would give us a chance to discuss the Mets season in detail along with speculating possible trades and ponder the age old question as to whether the next season would be THE season for the Mets.
Though Aunt Nell's modest house would be filled with anywhere from 15-25 relatives,she would insist on preparing the entire meal alone.Anyone was welcomed to converse with her in the kitchen,but assisting her in any way was a no-no.She knew how she was going to do things and when she was going to do things. She kept that practice until she was felled by a stroke in her late 80's. After that she merely stood in the kitchen barking out orders as to how she wanted things done.
We usually arrived in Darby too late to catch the televised Macy's and Gimbel's parades,but that usually meant that we would arrive just in time for the Thanksgiving NFL games.
There would be two tables set up at Aunt Nell's house-there was the "Adult" table and the "Children's" table. Reaching adult age was not the prerequisite of being admitted onto the adult table.Deaths and/or marriage with children might eventually land one from the children to the adult table.. Another Aunt Nell rule came into play as the offspring go older: No girlfriends or boyfriends allowed.That rule created a few sparks.
The TV would be turned off for the Thanksgiving prayer but given the abundance of Giants,Eagles,Cowboys,and Washington fans in the family,if any of those teams were playing,the prayer would be much shorter!
There would be a Southern tint to Thanksgiving at Aunt Nell's.In addition to the traditonal turkey,one could count on collard greens and candied sweet potatoes as part of the Thanksgiving feast.
I always looked forward to Aunt Nell's homemade blueberry pie with blueberries from New Jersey after dinner.
After dinner and after football,the living and dining rooms would be transformed into a blanket and pillow filled master cousins bedroom. Luckily the rules about being quiet once the lights were turned off were never applied here.
The trip back home the next day would be delayed as my Mom,Allen's mom,and various cousins shopping expedition to Philadelphia would have to take place first. If my grandfather had to return to Washington,the shopping expedition gave my grandmother more time to spend with him.
The most memorable ride home came one year where fog started to roll in somewhere in Pennsylvania and got progressively worse going through New Jersey and New York.
My Mom,because of an incident where I put our car into a snowbank on my first attempt at driving,never became a passenger with me,even after I obtained my license. By the time we reached Westchester County in New York,Mom had enough..She turned the car keys over to me,and I got us safely back to Hartford..
It's all about the memories created..
For most children in America,the holiday period is an extremely magical time and I was no exception.
...and it would begin on Thanksgiving.
Thanksgiving in the Daniels household would begin early in the morning,but never quite as early as my mom said it had to be on that day. Mom always said we had to be on the road early,but while we generally were on the road before noon,it never turned out to be the 8 or 9 am departure time my Mom would talk about.
The time it took for us to get ready for the road gave us Daniels brothers enough time to tune into the big High School football game in Hartford between Weaver and Hartford Public. On the radio or TV,we'd know who won the game,but for us Hartford kids,it was important to know not only who won the game,but which school won the inevitable fight after the game.We'd find out the result of the fight after we returned from our trip.
Thanksgiving in the Daniels household meant sometime in the morning,the three Daniels boys,Mom,our grandmother and sometimes my grandfather piling into the Daniels family vehicle for a 5 hour drive from Hartford to Darby Pennsylvania,a town just outside of Philadelphia..
Seating arrangements in the car depended upon whether my grandfather was there or not and which Daniels brother needed to be separated.
For us Daniels boys,the trip to Darby was in a sense a trial run before the summer trip to Washington DC. After all,we would stop in Darby for the night on our way to Washington,and just like on our Washington trip,there would be the request to stop at the Howard Johnson's just off seemingly every highway stop.(the answer was usually no)There was also the unmistakable aroma of oil refineries driving on the New Jersey Turnpike.
Darby Pennsylvania was the home of my grandmother's sister. To us she was Aunt Nell. We called her husband Uncle Garvin. He like my grandfather was a World War 1 vet,and when they got together they'd swap various war stories,and sometimes perform the drills they did back then. If my grandfather didn't meet us in Connecticut,he'd meet up with us in Darby.It was certainly a shorter trip coming from Washington.
We'd also be greeted by our cousins from Philadelphia,as well as our cousins from New York.I especially looked forward to that because it meant I got to hang out with my favorite cousin Allen.
Long before the advent of the internet,my cousin Allen and I would maintain a letter writing correspondence,mainly centered around our favorite team- New York Mets.Thanksgiving would give us a chance to discuss the Mets season in detail along with speculating possible trades and ponder the age old question as to whether the next season would be THE season for the Mets.
Though Aunt Nell's modest house would be filled with anywhere from 15-25 relatives,she would insist on preparing the entire meal alone.Anyone was welcomed to converse with her in the kitchen,but assisting her in any way was a no-no.She knew how she was going to do things and when she was going to do things. She kept that practice until she was felled by a stroke in her late 80's. After that she merely stood in the kitchen barking out orders as to how she wanted things done.
We usually arrived in Darby too late to catch the televised Macy's and Gimbel's parades,but that usually meant that we would arrive just in time for the Thanksgiving NFL games.
There would be two tables set up at Aunt Nell's house-there was the "Adult" table and the "Children's" table. Reaching adult age was not the prerequisite of being admitted onto the adult table.Deaths and/or marriage with children might eventually land one from the children to the adult table.. Another Aunt Nell rule came into play as the offspring go older: No girlfriends or boyfriends allowed.That rule created a few sparks.
The TV would be turned off for the Thanksgiving prayer but given the abundance of Giants,Eagles,Cowboys,and Washington fans in the family,if any of those teams were playing,the prayer would be much shorter!
There would be a Southern tint to Thanksgiving at Aunt Nell's.In addition to the traditonal turkey,one could count on collard greens and candied sweet potatoes as part of the Thanksgiving feast.
I always looked forward to Aunt Nell's homemade blueberry pie with blueberries from New Jersey after dinner.
After dinner and after football,the living and dining rooms would be transformed into a blanket and pillow filled master cousins bedroom. Luckily the rules about being quiet once the lights were turned off were never applied here.
The trip back home the next day would be delayed as my Mom,Allen's mom,and various cousins shopping expedition to Philadelphia would have to take place first. If my grandfather had to return to Washington,the shopping expedition gave my grandmother more time to spend with him.
The most memorable ride home came one year where fog started to roll in somewhere in Pennsylvania and got progressively worse going through New Jersey and New York.
My Mom,because of an incident where I put our car into a snowbank on my first attempt at driving,never became a passenger with me,even after I obtained my license. By the time we reached Westchester County in New York,Mom had enough..She turned the car keys over to me,and I got us safely back to Hartford..
It's all about the memories created..
Monday, November 9, 2015
Annie Louise Moore Jones-thumbnail sketches

Annie Louise Moore Jones was my Grandmother. She was born and raised in Greenville South Carolina. She met my Grandfather while attending Allen University in South Carolina. They married shortly after his return from World War 1.
After they married,they moved from South Carolina to Washington D.C.where my Grandfather first worked for the Census Bureau and later ran a successful real estate business. After several miscarriages,they gave birth to Helen Louise Jones-my mother.
A doctor's experiment which was often done to black patients left her crippled. This absolutely devastated my Grandfather,but my Grandmother seemed to have a way of taking it in stride. I remember her telling him on more than one occasion "You better be thankful I'm crippled,I'd have you running all over town!" Supposedly she loved to dance while my Grandfather was content to hang out with his pals swapping stories.
When my parents divorced when I was 5,my Grandmother came from Washington to Hartford to assist my mom raising the three Daniels Brothers. This meant her time with her husband was limited to his Connecticut visits,and we'd spend our entire summers in Washington so that they could be together. My Grandmother's efforts in the household enabled my Mom to pursue her Masters Degree in Education which led to her fulfilling her life long dream of becoming an Educator.
Being crippled merely slowed her down.It did not stop her. She did most of the cooking in our household. The things I learned about cooking came from her as I would follow her around the kitchen.
Being crippled did not stop her from being the prime disciplinarian in our household either. There were times when us Daniels boys thought we were being slick by running away from her when she was angry at us. We also thought a flight of stairs would discourage her from pursuing us. She would patiently wait for us. We all loved sitting on her lap and sooner or later we'd forget about what we had done and would find our way to her lap. She'd play along and be nice to us..for a minute before she grab us with the tightest grip imaginable. She didn't forget.
One was also better off if one took the punishment early as opposed to forcing her to climb up our stairs and in doing so,trapping us in our room. We'd then get whupped for the original crime in addition to running away from her.
She was well suited for handling the Daniels Brothers.Supposedly she was a "tomboy" growing up,known for playing baseball and smoking a corn cob pipe with the guys. There was very little that we could sneak by her.
She was an avid baseball fan. She would tell me stories about seeing Negro League games and would tell anyone interested that Josh Gibson was the greatest player of all time. She knew rosters stats and strategies better than any other adult I knew and older baseball fans both in Connecticut and in D.C.would love to stop by and talk baseball with her.
When I reached high school age,my grandmother announced to us that it was time for us to be on our own and that she was returning to Washington full time. I believe she knew her time on this earth was limited and she wished to spend the last of her days with her husband.
Shortly after returning,she was diagnosed with breast cancer.
Just before returning to the hospital and falling into a coma,she called my mom and my brothers into her bedroom.There she gave each of us profound instructions and advice. I'd be a little better off today if I had heeded some of the advice she gave me.
At the end,she told us something we thought was a case of delirium setting in. She kept saying "I'll be taking Sandy with me"
I didn't know what it meant then,but I understood later when,almost exactly to the year after she passed,my Grandfather passed away too.
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Memories of Julian Bond
Julian Bond was one of the few Civil Rights activists who also spoke out against the Vietnam War. It was his opposition to the war which gave the Georgia State Legislature the cover to try not to seat him when he was elected to the Georgia House of Representatives. He again bucked the tide in 1968,by endorsing Sen.Eugene McCarthy for President over first President Lyndon B.Johnson and later Sen.Hubert Humphrey.
At the tumultuous 1968 Democratic National Convention in Chicago,McCarthy supporters placed his name in nomination for Vice President as a protest to the Johnson-Humphrey policies.This despite the fact that he was Constitutionally too young to assume the office. In 1988,when Eugene McCarthy,on one of his third party runs for the Presidency asked me to run as his Vice Presidential candidate,I quipped to him that I was following in Julian Bond's footsteps as at the time I too was Constitutionally too young to assume the office.
Julian Bond was a friend of my High School History Teacher,the late Jack Chatfield who passed away last year.. The two worked together in the Student Non Violent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) In fact Bond was with Jack when he was wounded in a rifle attack by the Ku Klux Klan.
He was the Graduating speaker for the Watkinson School Class of 1974. My brother Howie was part of that graduating class. I was in Alaska at the time,and was planning to spend my summer there.However upon hearing that Julian Bond was to be the speaker,I flew from Alaska to Connecticut for the Graduation Ceremony,and thanks to Jack,I got to speak with him afterwards. My brother told me he even showed up to the Graduation party.
In the year 2000,I had another chance meeting with Julian Bond. He walked into the Barnes &Noble bookstore where I was working at the time. Over coffee we had a wide ranging discussion from politics to poetry. At the time I was the Grassroots Party candidate for US Senate. Julian Bond was responsible for me being the first Third Party Candidate permitted to present my candidacy to the local chapter of the NAACP. It was one of the proudest moments of that campaign.
Job Well Done Julian Bond..Rest in Peace
At the tumultuous 1968 Democratic National Convention in Chicago,McCarthy supporters placed his name in nomination for Vice President as a protest to the Johnson-Humphrey policies.This despite the fact that he was Constitutionally too young to assume the office. In 1988,when Eugene McCarthy,on one of his third party runs for the Presidency asked me to run as his Vice Presidential candidate,I quipped to him that I was following in Julian Bond's footsteps as at the time I too was Constitutionally too young to assume the office.
Julian Bond was a friend of my High School History Teacher,the late Jack Chatfield who passed away last year.. The two worked together in the Student Non Violent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) In fact Bond was with Jack when he was wounded in a rifle attack by the Ku Klux Klan.
He was the Graduating speaker for the Watkinson School Class of 1974. My brother Howie was part of that graduating class. I was in Alaska at the time,and was planning to spend my summer there.However upon hearing that Julian Bond was to be the speaker,I flew from Alaska to Connecticut for the Graduation Ceremony,and thanks to Jack,I got to speak with him afterwards. My brother told me he even showed up to the Graduation party.
In the year 2000,I had another chance meeting with Julian Bond. He walked into the Barnes &Noble bookstore where I was working at the time. Over coffee we had a wide ranging discussion from politics to poetry. At the time I was the Grassroots Party candidate for US Senate. Julian Bond was responsible for me being the first Third Party Candidate permitted to present my candidacy to the local chapter of the NAACP. It was one of the proudest moments of that campaign.
Job Well Done Julian Bond..Rest in Peace
Thursday, August 13, 2015
50 Years a Mets Fan
The first time I ever played baseball,I hit the ball and ran to third base. That move got me laughed at. As bad as that was,it was preferable to what happened in following games while in third grade. I never as much as put wood on the ball the rest of the year inviting ridicule,scorn and even threats.
... 3rd Grade Championship Game. Bases Loaded 2 outs and I'm at the plate. Kids begin to yell "NO!" "Can we pinch hit for him?" Mr.Cuyler,the third grade gym teacher,says no and sends me to the plate. Lawrence Young screams "You better get a hit"- Strike one swinging.
Lawrence Young was perhaps the best athlete in third grade and also highly rumored to be a gang member.(Yes,there were gangs in 1964)
Strike 2 swinging Lawrence "You better get a hit or I'm going to beat you up!" Other kids chime in "I'll beat you up too after school!"
I took a couple balls,but I already knew this wasn't going to end well. You expect the other team to be rooting against you.In my case I had everyone against me except for Mr.Cuyler and myself.
I took strike 3 swinging. Mr. Cuyler was the only one between myself and a charging Lawrence Young. Mr.Cuyler ended up escorting me home from school that day.Good thing because there were a few kids ready to take me down after school. Mr.Cuyler then encouraged my mom to expose me to baseball so that perhaps scenes such as what faced me would not be repeated.
In Hartford Connecticut,there were 3 teams that one could follow on TV or Radio.There were the New York Yankees. My grandmother who lived with us growing up was a huge baseball fan and I knew from her that the Yankees won all the time.Kids who liked the Yankees were the same ones that wanted to beat me up. I also knew from my grandmother that the Yankees weren't too keen on having black players on their team. Scratch the Yankees.
Boston Red Sox games were also readily available.In fact, all their games were broadcast on Mom's favorite radio station WTIC. Because that was the only station my mom would listen to,perhaps I linked the Red Sox with the Metropolitan Opera,Bob Steele and all the other corny things adults liked.
New York Mets games were broadcast on Channel 18,an independent station most noted for its foray into "Subscription TV" as it was called.Mets games were one of the few shows one could watch on that channel without ordering some sort of cable box.
They had a funny manager-Casey Stengel. They had a funny theme song "Meet the Mets". There was a carnival like atmosphere to their games. They didn't win too often.In fact they seemed to find new ways to lose with every game. and later I found out they were known as the "Clown Princes of Baseball" They had a female owner,Joan Payson who baffled the hardened New York sportswriters by hugging her players win or lose. "They're my Mets" she'd say.Through watching Mets games,I began to understand baseball and even like the game.
1965 was my first year as a Mets fan.My grandmother,while happy to share her love of the game with me for the life of her could not understand how I could like a team that lost all the time.
That year in school I announced to classmates that I liked baseball now and that I was a Mets fan. Lawrence Young: " I know why you like the Mets because you play like the Mets!" Maybe that was the case,but at least now I wasn't striking out with every at bat,and no one was threatening to beat me up anymore.
Being a Mets fan meant suffering through long losing streaks and embarrassing losses.Being a Mets fan gave one an appreciation for the underdog not only in baseball but in life. It also created bonds. My cousin Allen from Queens and I would write each other looking forward to the day the Mets would finish above the National League's basement.
Being a Mets fan meant suffering through long losing streaks and embarrassing losses.Being a Mets fan gave one an appreciation for the underdog not only in baseball but in life. It also created bonds. My cousin Allen from Queens and I would write each other looking forward to the day the Mets would finish above the National League's basement.
In 1969,the Mets were 100-1 odds against going to the World Series. That didn't stop me from betting an 8th grade classmate on the Mets winning the pennant,and Mr Budaj, my shop teacher primarily to keep order in the class after my statement promised to buy me tickets to the World Series if they went.
In 1969,the Miracle happened,Mr Budaj vanished from the scene,and upon arriving home from school,there was my grandmother greeting me at the door saying "I know the Mets won the World Series and I'm happy for you,but you're going to behave and keep quiet in this house!"
After the World Series,Mr Budaj reappeared and promised to get those tickets for me the next time the Mets were in the World Series. The promise did me no good in 1973,as I am listening to the Mets-A's World Series on the radio while watching the snow fall from my college dorm room window in Anchorage Alaska. There was no live TV in Alaska then.
1976-1980 were among the darkest years for the New York Mets,and by virtue of living in New York at the time I got to witness first hand the tragedy of the Tom Seaver trade and the regime of M Donald Grant. To make things worse those same years were Yankees glory years,and insufferable Yankee fans were neighbors.
1986-Denver Colorado There was a nearly 6 month Rose laughing at her Dad while her mother shakes her head in disgust as I am on my knees in front of the TV,bags packed for a trip to New York with a World Series ticket in hand, pleading for Jesse Orosco to end this 16 inning marathon NLCS game 6 vs the Houston Astros.
I was back in Denver for Game 6 of the World Series and with 2 outs and the Red Sox on the verge of winning,the Mets cap was on,the phone unplugged when Gary Carter,Kevin Mitchell,Ray Knight,Mookie Wilson and Bill Buckner kept me away from a long night at various dive bars on Colfax Avenue.
After the 2000 World Series,I asked God to keep me alive till the day the Mets beat the Yankees in the World Series. So far it looks like my request is at least under consideration though it has meant witnessing the Great Mets collapses of 2007 and 2008.
Now in this 50th year of being a Mets fan,I've got my 2 year old grandson saying "Mets" and maybe just maybe this 50th year will be rewarded with post season action.
October Update: Since I originally wrote this,the Mets beat the Los Angeles Dodgers in the Division Series and defeated the Chicago Cubs in the NLCS. The Mets are going to the World Series!!
October Update: Since I originally wrote this,the Mets beat the Los Angeles Dodgers in the Division Series and defeated the Chicago Cubs in the NLCS. The Mets are going to the World Series!!
On that note Here's my all time favorite Mets players by position
1B-Ed Kranepool
2B Felix Millan
SS-Bud Harrelson
3B Ed Charles
Catcher
Gary Carter
Outfield
Cleon Jones
Ron Swoboda
Darryl Strawberry
Starting Pitcher
Jerry Koosman
Relief Pitcher
Tug McGraw
My personal favorite Mets Moments:
1965- Mets beat the San Francisco Giants for the first time on a Danny Napoleon pinch hit double.The Giants were my grandmother's favorite team and we were watching this game together.
1969- Ed Kranepool's Home Run in the World Series. Kranepool had played on some pretty awful Mets teams and you wondered if he'd ever play in a World Series much less hit a home run.Brought tears to my eyes. (Honorable mention Ron Swoboda's catch)
1979- Lee Mazzilli's Home Run in the All Star Game. As bad as Mets teams were then,one had to take solace with small things.
1986- Game 6 NLCS vs Houston Astros- 16 innings One of the greatest games ever played.
1986-Game 6 World Series vs Boston Red Sox
2001- Mike Piazza Home Run vs Atlanta Braves- Piazza,not Rudolph Giuliani was the true New York hero after 9/11
2006- Endy Chavez catch Game 7 NLCS vs St.Louis Cardinals. One of the greatest catches in postseason history that will never get the credit due because the Mets lost the game.
2015-Wilmer Flores. Hears from the fans that he'd been traded.With the manager unaware of the trade,he allows Flores to come to bat and take the field afterwards.Flores breaks down and cries.. By the time the game is over,the trade falls through. Couple days later in movie like fashion,Flores wins the game with a walkoff home run.
Wilmer Flores is a reminder of what makes a Mets fan.Pure love of the game of baseball and heart.

Monday, June 22, 2015
Thoughts from a New Grandfather on Fathers Day
6/21/2015
Sandy Evander Jones was my Grandfather. Here are a few facts about him. He was born in Sumter South Carolina. Later he attended and graduated from Allen University in Columbia South Carolina,a college founded by the African Methodist Episcopal Church he grew up in.
Shortly after graduating,he was called by the Army to serve in World War I . He received a Distinguished Service Cross for his actions during that war.
Now what a lot of people don't know,and what is largely hidden from American History is that in the segregated US Army of World War I,it was the black battalions largely placed on the front lines.
As anyone can see looking at any old footage of that War,can say it was no joke. Face to Face combat,foxholes and Poison gas openly used. The word was my grandfather performed the same acts of heroism,facing greater danger than Sgt. Alvin York. Yet it was Sgt. York,a white soldier who received the Congressional Medal of Honor and afterwards became an American hero,starring in movies. President Woodrow Wilson,an avowed racist was not about to award the highest award to a black man. Sandy Jones never had much nice to say about another World War I "hero" Gen.John "Blackjack" Pershing either.
After the war,my grandfather returned home,married his longtime sweetheart,Annie Louise Moore,moved to Washington DC took a job with the Census Bureau,and after a couple tragic miscarriages,had my mother Helen Louise.
By the time I came onto the scene along with my brothers,my grandfather was a successful real estate agent.
We called him Granddaddy.
Visiting Granddaddy's house and his DC neighborhood to this Connecticut born and raised kid was akin to going back to another time,particularly in the 1960's. Coal heated his house. The Ice man on a horse and buggy would deliver blocks of ice for the ice box. I looked forward to seeing the horse and buggy run by the Watermelon Man. Garbage was burned in a barrel in the back yard,and it seemed as no one had an electric dryer as one would see clothes lines at every neighbor's home in sight.
Every summer,my mom and the Daniels brothers would embark on a journey to my granddaddy's house. We would leave on the day following the last day of school and would only to return to Connecticut on the day before the first day of the next school year.
While Granddaddy lived in the Nation's Capitol,the rural sense of life never left him.In 1962,our family drove from Washington to the family homestead in Sumter,and my most vivid memory of that trip was my granddaddy,soon as the car stopped,taking his shoes off and walking down the dirt road.
He'd awaken soon as the sun began to rise,and would begin working on something...maybe it was something in the yard or in the house that needed repair,and it would drive him absolutely crazy that I preferred to spend my mornings in bed. My ability not to see a piece of paper dropped on the floor or notice that my shoes were untied would astound him.
His rural sense also emerged in a property he owned across from him home. The property was large enough for another house to be built there.He probably could have made more money by doing so.Instead that land was a garden,and neighbors were free to rent the space he wasn't using. He'd grow corn,tomatoes,okra,green beans and collard greens. He would take me to his garden,but it wouldn't be long before he would chase me back to his house after I'd step on one too many of his plants. He'd go on saying things like "You city boys have no idea where your food comes from..you think it comes from a store!"
He would take us boys to his real estate office.I'd write using the carbon paper,and draw on the chalkboard before complaining to him that I was bored.
The primary reason we would spend our entire summers in Washington was after my parents' divorce,my grandmother came to live with us to help my mom raise three boys. The summers gave my grandparents time to be together in their own house. We would see Granddaddy in Connecticut as well as he would visit at Thanksgiving,Christmas,and Easter.In addition,he would make "surprise" visits..sometimes where only my grandmother knew he was coming,and other times where he would surprise even her..One surprise visit got cut short upon news of Martin Luther King's assassination in 1968.Riots in DC forced him to return to check on his office.
Granddaddy and my grandmother had a particular banter between them. He'd call her "sister".My grandmother would answer back saying "I am not your sister! Your sister is Bertha"..,and she'd go down the line. It was not easy for them to be apart for months at a time.They did it because they felt it was in the best interest of the family to do so. There's another vivid memory of a "hot date" my Granddaddy and grandmother were supposed to have.The "date" was going to be on their front porch and not even my mom was going to be allowed there. A Daniels brothers spy mission proved to be disappointing as the "hot date" consisted of eating Watermelon and listening to Washington Senators baseball on the radio.
He knew about dealing with hardship and tragedy. In addition to the miscarriages, a doctor's experiment,similar to those done to Black Men in the Tuskegee Experiments left my grandmother crippled for life. There was nothing he could do about this situation.That event gave cause for him to encourage my mom's husband in pursuing his medical career. It was his belief that having more black doctors would reduce the risk of such experiments being performed.
Divorce can be hard for all involved,but Granddaddy continued to maintain a rapport with my Dad and continued to support the achievements in his career.
Granddaddy was a storyteller,there would be the war stories and the country stories,many he would tell over and over to the point where anyone listening could finish the story. I think that's the way he wanted it.
He'd use things I liked to make a point. Point to me: "Cleon Jones (New York Mets outfielder and my favorite player) isnt going to care about your life.He made his life,you're going to have to make your own!"
While my grandmother was big on baseball ,Granddaddy loved football. My love of football developed through watching games with him.
When my mom was back in school pursuing her Masters Degree,seeing as she could not spend the entire summer in DC,I decided to go to Washington on my own to spend time with Granddaddy.My mom and grandmother thought this was a disater waiting to happen.They knew his habits and they knew mine. Predictions of a blowup were rampant. Granddaddy did make sure I got out of bed early,and he did have a list of chores for me that were to be done by the time he returned home from work..Mowing the lawn was something you wanted to do early anyhow in the muggy Southern summers of Washington and I did learn that there was plenty of time to get the chores done and still goof off. It was one of the best summers of my youth.
At High School age for me,my grandmother decided it was time to spend the last days of her life back in Washington with Granddaddy.Shortly after returning,she was diagnosed with breast cancer and passed away after a year in Washington. As she was passing,she told us all something peculiar.She said she was going to take Sandy with her.
A year later Granddaddy was diagnosed with a terminal cancer. There's another memory of him being allowed to come home one last time,and over the loud protests of my mom and brothers,him grabbing a ladder and climbing on top of his garage to repair something he meant to fix before entering the hospital.
I was escorting Granddaddy to the bathroom at Walter Reed Army Hospital in Washington when he collapsed and died in my arms.
There's definetly something to influences and there very well could be something to spirits being passed on,but I'm the storyteller and gardener now.
If I could only be close to the influence he was to me to my own grandchildren..
Sandy Evander Jones was my Grandfather. Here are a few facts about him. He was born in Sumter South Carolina. Later he attended and graduated from Allen University in Columbia South Carolina,a college founded by the African Methodist Episcopal Church he grew up in.
Shortly after graduating,he was called by the Army to serve in World War I . He received a Distinguished Service Cross for his actions during that war.
Now what a lot of people don't know,and what is largely hidden from American History is that in the segregated US Army of World War I,it was the black battalions largely placed on the front lines.
As anyone can see looking at any old footage of that War,can say it was no joke. Face to Face combat,foxholes and Poison gas openly used. The word was my grandfather performed the same acts of heroism,facing greater danger than Sgt. Alvin York. Yet it was Sgt. York,a white soldier who received the Congressional Medal of Honor and afterwards became an American hero,starring in movies. President Woodrow Wilson,an avowed racist was not about to award the highest award to a black man. Sandy Jones never had much nice to say about another World War I "hero" Gen.John "Blackjack" Pershing either.
After the war,my grandfather returned home,married his longtime sweetheart,Annie Louise Moore,moved to Washington DC took a job with the Census Bureau,and after a couple tragic miscarriages,had my mother Helen Louise.
By the time I came onto the scene along with my brothers,my grandfather was a successful real estate agent.
We called him Granddaddy.
Visiting Granddaddy's house and his DC neighborhood to this Connecticut born and raised kid was akin to going back to another time,particularly in the 1960's. Coal heated his house. The Ice man on a horse and buggy would deliver blocks of ice for the ice box. I looked forward to seeing the horse and buggy run by the Watermelon Man. Garbage was burned in a barrel in the back yard,and it seemed as no one had an electric dryer as one would see clothes lines at every neighbor's home in sight.
Every summer,my mom and the Daniels brothers would embark on a journey to my granddaddy's house. We would leave on the day following the last day of school and would only to return to Connecticut on the day before the first day of the next school year.
While Granddaddy lived in the Nation's Capitol,the rural sense of life never left him.In 1962,our family drove from Washington to the family homestead in Sumter,and my most vivid memory of that trip was my granddaddy,soon as the car stopped,taking his shoes off and walking down the dirt road.
He'd awaken soon as the sun began to rise,and would begin working on something...maybe it was something in the yard or in the house that needed repair,and it would drive him absolutely crazy that I preferred to spend my mornings in bed. My ability not to see a piece of paper dropped on the floor or notice that my shoes were untied would astound him.
His rural sense also emerged in a property he owned across from him home. The property was large enough for another house to be built there.He probably could have made more money by doing so.Instead that land was a garden,and neighbors were free to rent the space he wasn't using. He'd grow corn,tomatoes,okra,green beans and collard greens. He would take me to his garden,but it wouldn't be long before he would chase me back to his house after I'd step on one too many of his plants. He'd go on saying things like "You city boys have no idea where your food comes from..you think it comes from a store!"
He would take us boys to his real estate office.I'd write using the carbon paper,and draw on the chalkboard before complaining to him that I was bored.
The primary reason we would spend our entire summers in Washington was after my parents' divorce,my grandmother came to live with us to help my mom raise three boys. The summers gave my grandparents time to be together in their own house. We would see Granddaddy in Connecticut as well as he would visit at Thanksgiving,Christmas,and Easter.In addition,he would make "surprise" visits..sometimes where only my grandmother knew he was coming,and other times where he would surprise even her..One surprise visit got cut short upon news of Martin Luther King's assassination in 1968.Riots in DC forced him to return to check on his office.
Granddaddy and my grandmother had a particular banter between them. He'd call her "sister".My grandmother would answer back saying "I am not your sister! Your sister is Bertha"..,and she'd go down the line. It was not easy for them to be apart for months at a time.They did it because they felt it was in the best interest of the family to do so. There's another vivid memory of a "hot date" my Granddaddy and grandmother were supposed to have.The "date" was going to be on their front porch and not even my mom was going to be allowed there. A Daniels brothers spy mission proved to be disappointing as the "hot date" consisted of eating Watermelon and listening to Washington Senators baseball on the radio.
He knew about dealing with hardship and tragedy. In addition to the miscarriages, a doctor's experiment,similar to those done to Black Men in the Tuskegee Experiments left my grandmother crippled for life. There was nothing he could do about this situation.That event gave cause for him to encourage my mom's husband in pursuing his medical career. It was his belief that having more black doctors would reduce the risk of such experiments being performed.
Divorce can be hard for all involved,but Granddaddy continued to maintain a rapport with my Dad and continued to support the achievements in his career.
Granddaddy was a storyteller,there would be the war stories and the country stories,many he would tell over and over to the point where anyone listening could finish the story. I think that's the way he wanted it.
He'd use things I liked to make a point. Point to me: "Cleon Jones (New York Mets outfielder and my favorite player) isnt going to care about your life.He made his life,you're going to have to make your own!"
While my grandmother was big on baseball ,Granddaddy loved football. My love of football developed through watching games with him.
When my mom was back in school pursuing her Masters Degree,seeing as she could not spend the entire summer in DC,I decided to go to Washington on my own to spend time with Granddaddy.My mom and grandmother thought this was a disater waiting to happen.They knew his habits and they knew mine. Predictions of a blowup were rampant. Granddaddy did make sure I got out of bed early,and he did have a list of chores for me that were to be done by the time he returned home from work..Mowing the lawn was something you wanted to do early anyhow in the muggy Southern summers of Washington and I did learn that there was plenty of time to get the chores done and still goof off. It was one of the best summers of my youth.
At High School age for me,my grandmother decided it was time to spend the last days of her life back in Washington with Granddaddy.Shortly after returning,she was diagnosed with breast cancer and passed away after a year in Washington. As she was passing,she told us all something peculiar.She said she was going to take Sandy with her.
A year later Granddaddy was diagnosed with a terminal cancer. There's another memory of him being allowed to come home one last time,and over the loud protests of my mom and brothers,him grabbing a ladder and climbing on top of his garage to repair something he meant to fix before entering the hospital.
I was escorting Granddaddy to the bathroom at Walter Reed Army Hospital in Washington when he collapsed and died in my arms.
There's definetly something to influences and there very well could be something to spirits being passed on,but I'm the storyteller and gardener now.
If I could only be close to the influence he was to me to my own grandchildren..
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
Thumbnail Sketches:Adventures in Politics
One could say my life in politics began with the events of November 22,1963.It was shortly after those events is when I decided I wanted to be President of the United States.
Amongst many of my friends and classmates at the time,it was preposterous to consider that a black man would ever be elected President much less for a black kid to think it should be a goal. As a kid I was laughed at,and sometimes cruelly teased for having that ambition. I can't say that treatment didn't hurt,but one person who never said it was impossible was my mother. Not only did she encourage me in my goal,but told me about the things I would have to do in order to get to the office.
Around 1964 or 1965,I participated in my first election campaign,leafleting on behalf of a neighbor and father of my best friend,Allen Hodge Davis who was a candidate for Hartford City Council. He lost. I remember being astonished wondering how come folks couldn't elect such a good man to office.Little did I know at the time that it wasn't going to be the last time I felt that way.
1968 was the year I first became involved in Presidential politics. Since November 22,the CBS Evening News with Walter Cronkite had become my favorite show.Night after night there was coverage of the Vietnam War complete with casualty figures.Granted,I wasn't very good at Math,but something seemed fishy to me as to what was going on in Vietnam. I then became a weekend volunteer for the anti war candidate for President,Minnesota Senator Eugene McCarthy who challenged President Lyndon Johnson for the Democratic Nomination. This put me at odds with my mother who just four years earlier had worked for Johnson's election and whose political hero was Vice President Hubert Humphrey. Her admiration for Humphrey stemmed from his support of a civil rights platform in 1948. When President Johnson dropped out of the race in '68,my mom was enthusiastically behind the Presidential candidacy of Humphrey. Needless to say the dinnertime discussions got rather lively at times,but in reality I was following she had ingrained in us the Daniels brothers from a young age. "Stand up for what you believe in".
There was something else that concerned her about my involvement in the McCarthy campaign.Because of his anti war stance,the McCarthy campaign attracted a lot of "hippies".There were rumors of marijuana smoking at McCarthy campaign headquarters. I was questioned about possible marijuana usage every time I returned home from volunteering. I never observed any marijuana smoking at McCarthy headquarters,but I witnessed my first "smoke filled room" four years later at the local McGovern for President headquarters minutes after Richard Nixon was declated the winner by landslide. By now,I had experienced the plant.
The 1972 Democratic Platform Committee meetings in Washington D.C. was the last political event my mom and I participated in together,and it was my mom's meeting with a committee person from Alaska that led to my first meeting with Alaska's Senator Mike Gravel.
By 1972,I knew I would be attending college in Alaska. Part of my attraction to Alaska came from what I had concluded from my research on the state.Seemed to me that Alaska had a tendency to give a platform to "outside the box" political figures. Given who I seemed to be,and given what Alaska seemed to be,this was a good match.
Mike Gravel had first by his reading of the Pentagon Papers onto the Congressional Record and then by mounting an unorthodox candidacy for Vice President had already established himself as one who didn't play by "the rules" We hit it off immediately,and shortly after my arrival on the campus of Alaska Methodist University ,I became an unofficial liaison on student affairs to Sen. Gravel's office and would meet with him during his visits to the state. At AMU,I was elected to the Student Assembly largely by motivating students not normally inclined to participate to vote,and by infusing pothead code words into my candidate statement published in the student newspaper.
It wasn't long after observing how power operated that I found myself becoming disillusioned with politics,and for the first time since November 22,1963,I became unsure as to what I wanted to do in life. Also by now marijuana smoking had become a regular part of life and I began to reason that a person who "inhaled" had no shot at becoming President. Those factors played no small role in my decision to leave college.
At the time I dropped out,I figured I'd spend a year away to experience life outside of campus and either return to politics renewed or pursue my newly discovered interest in theater.I was not counting on spending the next 8 years of my life with Gospel Outreach!
In the beginning of my time with G.O. strict withdrawal from "the world" was practiced, That withdrawal meant not participating in politics. Around the time I was to leave Alaska to join G.O.'s New York branch,word had gotten back that an Evangelical Christian,the Governor of Georgia Jimmy Carter was running for the Democratic nomination for President. There were also some churches stating,that Former California Governor and Actor Ronald Reagan,then challenging President Gerald Ford for the Republican nomination was "God's Chosen". When I arrived in Brooklyn,the discussion at G.O. still centered on whether participation in politics helped to advance the "Kingdom" or not,but voting in the 1976 Presidential Election or not was going to be left between God and us.
That Presidential election was the first where I was eligible to vote.From November 22,1963 on,I had looked forward to the day where I could cast a ballot. Now,whether I was going to be "allowed" that opportunity was going to be left in the hands of "elders". Once it was left to us,there was no way I was not going to vote on Election Day. In that Presidential election,with evangelical Jimmy Carter and President Gerald Ford Democrat and Republican respectively,I cast my first Presidential ballot for Independent Eugene McCarthy.
Around the period of time of events leading to my departure from G.O.,I had befrriended a man named Dwight Filley. I first met Dwight at a candidates forum in Denver where he was a candidate for Congress representing the Libertarian Party. The ideas of the Libertarian Party were not new to me. While at AMU,I had met representatives of the newly formed party,It's ideas on limited government had appeal to this college student,who was witnessing abuse of government power both on domestic and foreign fronts. Later,I became aware that Eugene McCarthy had glowing words to say about the Libertarian candidate for President in 1980.
After leaving G.O.,one of the first social events I would regularly attend was the monthly Libertarian Party cocktail parties held in a Capitol Hill home. I later discovered that the Libertarian Party's birthplace was Denver,and I met one of its founders,Colorado resident David Nolan at the one of the gatherings.It was also through the cocktail parties where I met and befriended another former East Coast resident now living in Denver named Doug Anderson.
I jumped back into politics full bore as the campaign manager for the Libertarian candidate for the Colorado State House in Capitol Hill. He didn't win,but the Denver Post in its endorsement of the Democratic opponent acknowledged the visibility of the campaign.
It was a beer soaked discussion at a pizza joint with Doug on Denver's East Colfax Avenue led to the 1987 run for Mayor of Denver. With the race technically being a non partisan one,it was believed there was a chance for Libertarian ideas to gain more attention without the stigma attached to being a third party candidate. Even so, we figured the involvement would be minimal, guessing at best,the candidate would be invited to 2 or 3 debates.Even that was more than a Libertarian candidate would normally get. There was no money that could be counted upon,nevertheless Doug and I agreed it would be worth obtaining the 300 signatures needed to appear on Denver's municipal ballot. Furthermore it was agreed that I would be the Mayoral candidate and Doug would run for Election Commissioner.(It should be noted that the beer soaking was all mine as Doug,a bartender at the time was a teetotaler.)
The incumbent Mayor,Federico Pena was swept into office four years earlier by appealing to Denverites to "Imagine a Great City" He was also helped by a freak May snowstorm on Election Day reminding Denver voters of a Christmas Eve blizzard that then Mayor William McNichols underestimated leaving Denver paralyzed for days..The realities of governing failed to live up to the expectations of many,thus when it was time for Mayor Pena to face re election,he was faced with several formidable challengers,many from his own Democratic Party. They included Denver Auditor Mike Licht,State Senator Dennis Gallagher,and former State Representative Miller Hudson. Also running was businessman Don Bain,the only Republican in the race.
The announcement of my entry into the Mayor's race was covered by both the Rocky Mountain News and Denver Post. Westword,Denver's alternative weekly heralded my entry as the "first of a handful of fringe candidates expected to enter the race".Rather than the usual third party tactic of blasting the writer for writing off the campaign, I wrote back thanking the writer for that entry citing various mainstream ideas that began with "fringe " candidates. That writer became a friend,and later gave the campaign good coverage. As the campaign rolled on, the media seemed to latch on to the stark contrast my candidacy was to the other candidates. At a Chamber of Commerce forum,I argued for a proposed new Convention Center and Airport being financed by the businessmen in the room as opposed to taxpayers.At a candidate forum sponsored by the Police Union,I stated how Denver's biggest gang problem was the gang in blue suits wearing badges,prompting a plainclothes man assigned to protect Mayor Pena to give me his card afterwards stating "If you get elected,you will need protection." To my surprise,the invitations to the debates continued.I had reporters assigned to cover my campaign,and enough money was flowing into campaign coffers to provide for campaign literature. All this was pretty heady stuff for a guy who,just a couple years previous had left the communal existence at G.O. carrying all my clothes and possessions within one large suitcase.
I first met Russell Means at a Libertarian Party meeting in Fort Collins Colorado. Of course I knew of his leadership role in the American Indian Movement led rebellion at Wounded Knee. Now Russell was in the process of seeking the Libertarian Party's Presidential nomination. After our meeting,Russell decided he would come to Denver on behalf of my candidacy. A month or so later,I found myself surrounded at a press conference by Means,Dennis Banks and other members of the American Indian Movement supporting my bid. It was one of the highlights of that campaign.
Another highlight was my appearance in the KUSA televised Mayoral Debate held days before the election. My response to the closing question "What makes you best suited for Mayor?" (Answer: "I'm not a lawyer or a member of the Denver Country Club") drew a reaction from an audience that was not supposed to react to any candidate.
On Election Night one Denver television station came to my house to broadcast my concession speech.
Because no candidate garnered the 50 percent plus one needed to win,there was a runoff between the top two finishers,Federico Pena and Don Bain. One day after the election Mayor Pena called asking for my support. A week or so afterwards I found myself being wined and dined by Don Bain's campaign team,assisted by a Downtown business developer at a fancy Denver restaurant. Neither got my endorsement,but the very fact that they sought my endorsement told me this campaign was heard.
Shortly after the Mayoral race,I was elected Chairman of the Colorado Libertarian Party and on the local level continued to have a visible presence.
On the national level,the Libertarian Party was engaged in a hard fought battle for its Presidential nomination with its two leading contenders being former Republican Congressman from Texas Ron Paul and Russell Means.
Because of ballot access and fundraising obstacles third parties face,the national convention was held a year ahead of the Presidential election. I was a delegate to the Libertarian National Convention held in Seattle. At the convention,I got to speak on behalf of Russell Means,smoke marijuana with former Goldwater speechwriter Karl Hess and talk music with Dr.Demento. Best political gathering I've ever attended.
The only thing that could have gone better from my perspective would have been if Russell Means had received the nomination.Instead ,Ron Paul received the nomination on the first ballot. There were a couple political differences and a wide cultural difference between the two. Russell stated and I agreed that Ron Paul would be better off running as a Republican. I later resigned as Chairman,but I wasn't done with politics for that cycle.
I couldn't help but to be interested upon hearing news that Eugene McCarthy was going to run for President again this time under the label of the Consumer Party. I made an inquiry about the campaign and shared my experiences as a third party candidate and left it at that. The phone call I received a couple days later floored me. Eugene McCarthy wanted me to appear on the ballot with him as his Vice Presidential candidate!
McCarthy wished to have someone of a libertarian persuasion on the ballot with him as he shared many of its views. I was too young to hold the office at the time,and McCarthy,ultimately wishing to abolish the Vice Presidency, had different running mates appear in different states,but the prospect of running with the person who in essence was my first political hero made it impossible for me to say no. The highlight of that campaign was a day spent with McCarthy in Denver and Boulder appearing on radio and being interviewed by newspapers. That evening,over a bottle of wine,I got a personal history lesson on the 1968 campaign,and I was told stories of McCarthy bailing out volunteers who had gotten busted for marijuana.
It was Eugene McCarthy who,with my marriage soon to be ending, recommended Minneapolis as a place for me to explore,and when the decision was made to move to Minnesota,it was Eugene McCarthy who personally covered many of my moving expenses.
Run for the Senate 2000
By the time the year 2000 rolled around,this Dreadlocked Rasta was involved with the Arts:Theater,Poetry,Spoken Word.Given that its best to write "what you know",much of the work had a social and political bent to it.This is also in the realm of Rasta practice,but the arts was providing a platform to thoughts and ideas that would quickly be marginalized in the political realm,but would be listened to in the context of art.
While I might call it just my life,those that prefer categorization would probably describe it as being"countercultural" or "bohemian" and at this time,I was much more likely to be seen at a reggae concert,smoking marijuana and "reasoning", or hanging out at a neighborhood watering hole than at a political meeting of any kind.
I became aware of the Grassroots Party shortly after my arrival in Minnesota in 1988.The Grassroots Party (now called the Grassroots-Legalize Cannabis Party) is a Minnesota based third party,dedicated to the legalization of marijuana. Over time,through various music festivals and marijuana rallies,I ended up meeting two of its leaders,Tim Davis and Chris Wright. Tim Davis' contribution helped make the Cedar Cultural Center event possible which premiered my play Malcolm X Meet Peter Tosh
It was at a music show on the West Bank where I first shared my experiences as a candidate with Chris Wright,and it was at that show where Chris first asked me to run for the Senate seat.
When one cares about issues,it is always flattering when someone asks you to run for office,and it was flattering to have Chris ask me to run. I knew however,having run before of the commitment necessary to run a minor party effort.Though one has little chance of winning,and because of things such as few volunteers,little money,a third party candidate is asked to do more than merely being a candidate and thus in its own way, running for office becomes every bit as consuming as the major candidate that has all the funding. I had other things going on in my life and initially I brushed him off. He asked me on another occasion and again I brushed him off.
An incident at a neighborhood coffee shop altered my thinking to where Chris didn't have to be brushed off a third time.
The Hard Times Cafe on the West Bank was raided and closed by the city on suspicion of marijuana dealings inside the premise.
While living on the West Bank,the Hard Times was like hanging out in my living room,especially after the New Riverside Cafe had closed. Its coffee could keep one going for hours,and its eclectic mix was representative of the West Bank and was like some offbeat family of sorts. It especially came alive after bar close.
This closing over a harmless plant created within me the same type of "I'm not going to accept this" feeling as I did when my reading at the Walker Art Center was cancelled.
While the Hard Times raid was a local affair,the offer was Chris was on the table,and I thought by running I would have a statewide platform to highlight marijuana injustices such as this. I then called Chris to accept the offer to run. Shortly afterwards I was officially endorsed at a Grassroots Party meeting,and when the Hard Times reopened it became my unofficial campaign headquarters. Laura Galore whom I originally met through my time at the Hard Times became my campaign manager.I was carried around town in carts designed by members of the Hard Times Bike Club.
The 2,000 signatures required to make the ballot were attained primarily by attending concerts, music festivals around the state and at various West Bank establishments.
Once I had to squeeze through a crawl space at the Target Center while Phil Lesh and Friends were performing to recover a clipboard full of signatures that I had accidently dropped.
As a candidate,I ran on a platform of eliminating corporate welfare,supporting a non interventionist foreign policy,and of course freeing the weed. I also stated I would be a Senator following in the maverick and poetic spirit of Eugene McCarthy. I remember receiving a campaign contribution from an older man who stated how he didn't necessarily care about whether I was for or against marijuana,but anyone willing to emulate McCarthy on any level was worth his support.
The highlight on the campaign trail was a debate held on the campus of the University of Minnesota.The debate would include Republican incumbent Senator Rod Grams,Democratic challenger Mark Dayton,widely believed to be the frontrunner.In addition to myself,the debate included Libertarian candidate Erik Pakieser,Independence Party candidate James Gibson,Socialist Workers Party candidate Rebecca Ellis,and Constitution Party candidate David Swan. The debate moderator was Minnesota Governor and former wrestler Jesse Ventura whose third party election not only shocked Minnesota and the world,but also gave a greater focus to the efforts of third party candidates in the state. The flashing of cameras as the candidates entered the stage was more like something I would have imagined for some celebrity
I don't know what shocked Mark Dayton more,the fact that I understood more than marijuana or that I was willing to "break the rules" to get a point across.In an earlier question Dayton promised funding that as a Senator he was constitutionally unable to provide.I called him on it despite of rules forbidding candidates referring to previous questions. Dayton's shocked reaction was captured in a photograph that landed on the cover of the Uof M's Minnesota Daily paper.The move drew Ventura's attention and immediately gained attention for what I had to say for the remainder of the debate.
There was also the "no touching" rule instituted by Gov.Ventura when I patted Mark Dayton's back,encouraging him to be real.
There were limited appearances after that debate.Word got out in part through a weekly candidates questionnaire in the (Minneapolis) Star Tribune where I got to quote Peter Tosh in a question concerning violence in America.
Word also got out through a series of offbeat,irreverent 30 second radio spots created by John Perkins from the Twin Cities band Vinnie and the Stardusters. John created spots asking whether "one would be more comfortable knowing the dime bag in your sock wasn't illegal" or "isn't it about time to throw the fat sweaty white guys out of office?" All the spots featured the music of Vinnie and the Stardusters.There was a Twin Cities station that read a disclaimer prior to running the spots.On another occasion the on air dj couldn't help but to comment on the radio ads. After the election,when analyzing where votes came from,I have no doubt the radio ads helped to bring in votes.
The campaign for the US Senate garnered over 21,000 votes,more than any other third party candidate in the race. In 2014,I found myself on the ballot once again as a candidate for Lieutenant Governor on a ticket headed by Chris Wright.
In the end,I look at the adventures in politics as in a way accomplishing what I had set out to do as a child.There were no guarantees I was going to get elected even if I had played the game like my mother had hoped.
Politics is a strange animal,and I no longer believe electoral politics can even be a major catalyst for change. I can say that and still never rule out what may or may not happen in the future. At the time of this writing however,I can safely say I'd rather devote my energies elsewhere..
Amongst many of my friends and classmates at the time,it was preposterous to consider that a black man would ever be elected President much less for a black kid to think it should be a goal. As a kid I was laughed at,and sometimes cruelly teased for having that ambition. I can't say that treatment didn't hurt,but one person who never said it was impossible was my mother. Not only did she encourage me in my goal,but told me about the things I would have to do in order to get to the office.
Around 1964 or 1965,I participated in my first election campaign,leafleting on behalf of a neighbor and father of my best friend,Allen Hodge Davis who was a candidate for Hartford City Council. He lost. I remember being astonished wondering how come folks couldn't elect such a good man to office.Little did I know at the time that it wasn't going to be the last time I felt that way.
1968 was the year I first became involved in Presidential politics. Since November 22,the CBS Evening News with Walter Cronkite had become my favorite show.Night after night there was coverage of the Vietnam War complete with casualty figures.Granted,I wasn't very good at Math,but something seemed fishy to me as to what was going on in Vietnam. I then became a weekend volunteer for the anti war candidate for President,Minnesota Senator Eugene McCarthy who challenged President Lyndon Johnson for the Democratic Nomination. This put me at odds with my mother who just four years earlier had worked for Johnson's election and whose political hero was Vice President Hubert Humphrey. Her admiration for Humphrey stemmed from his support of a civil rights platform in 1948. When President Johnson dropped out of the race in '68,my mom was enthusiastically behind the Presidential candidacy of Humphrey. Needless to say the dinnertime discussions got rather lively at times,but in reality I was following she had ingrained in us the Daniels brothers from a young age. "Stand up for what you believe in".
There was something else that concerned her about my involvement in the McCarthy campaign.Because of his anti war stance,the McCarthy campaign attracted a lot of "hippies".There were rumors of marijuana smoking at McCarthy campaign headquarters. I was questioned about possible marijuana usage every time I returned home from volunteering. I never observed any marijuana smoking at McCarthy headquarters,but I witnessed my first "smoke filled room" four years later at the local McGovern for President headquarters minutes after Richard Nixon was declated the winner by landslide. By now,I had experienced the plant.
The 1972 Democratic Platform Committee meetings in Washington D.C. was the last political event my mom and I participated in together,and it was my mom's meeting with a committee person from Alaska that led to my first meeting with Alaska's Senator Mike Gravel.
By 1972,I knew I would be attending college in Alaska. Part of my attraction to Alaska came from what I had concluded from my research on the state.Seemed to me that Alaska had a tendency to give a platform to "outside the box" political figures. Given who I seemed to be,and given what Alaska seemed to be,this was a good match.
Mike Gravel had first by his reading of the Pentagon Papers onto the Congressional Record and then by mounting an unorthodox candidacy for Vice President had already established himself as one who didn't play by "the rules" We hit it off immediately,and shortly after my arrival on the campus of Alaska Methodist University ,I became an unofficial liaison on student affairs to Sen. Gravel's office and would meet with him during his visits to the state. At AMU,I was elected to the Student Assembly largely by motivating students not normally inclined to participate to vote,and by infusing pothead code words into my candidate statement published in the student newspaper.
It wasn't long after observing how power operated that I found myself becoming disillusioned with politics,and for the first time since November 22,1963,I became unsure as to what I wanted to do in life. Also by now marijuana smoking had become a regular part of life and I began to reason that a person who "inhaled" had no shot at becoming President. Those factors played no small role in my decision to leave college.
At the time I dropped out,I figured I'd spend a year away to experience life outside of campus and either return to politics renewed or pursue my newly discovered interest in theater.I was not counting on spending the next 8 years of my life with Gospel Outreach!
In the beginning of my time with G.O. strict withdrawal from "the world" was practiced, That withdrawal meant not participating in politics. Around the time I was to leave Alaska to join G.O.'s New York branch,word had gotten back that an Evangelical Christian,the Governor of Georgia Jimmy Carter was running for the Democratic nomination for President. There were also some churches stating,that Former California Governor and Actor Ronald Reagan,then challenging President Gerald Ford for the Republican nomination was "God's Chosen". When I arrived in Brooklyn,the discussion at G.O. still centered on whether participation in politics helped to advance the "Kingdom" or not,but voting in the 1976 Presidential Election or not was going to be left between God and us.
That Presidential election was the first where I was eligible to vote.From November 22,1963 on,I had looked forward to the day where I could cast a ballot. Now,whether I was going to be "allowed" that opportunity was going to be left in the hands of "elders". Once it was left to us,there was no way I was not going to vote on Election Day. In that Presidential election,with evangelical Jimmy Carter and President Gerald Ford Democrat and Republican respectively,I cast my first Presidential ballot for Independent Eugene McCarthy.
Around the period of time of events leading to my departure from G.O.,I had befrriended a man named Dwight Filley. I first met Dwight at a candidates forum in Denver where he was a candidate for Congress representing the Libertarian Party. The ideas of the Libertarian Party were not new to me. While at AMU,I had met representatives of the newly formed party,It's ideas on limited government had appeal to this college student,who was witnessing abuse of government power both on domestic and foreign fronts. Later,I became aware that Eugene McCarthy had glowing words to say about the Libertarian candidate for President in 1980.
After leaving G.O.,one of the first social events I would regularly attend was the monthly Libertarian Party cocktail parties held in a Capitol Hill home. I later discovered that the Libertarian Party's birthplace was Denver,and I met one of its founders,Colorado resident David Nolan at the one of the gatherings.It was also through the cocktail parties where I met and befriended another former East Coast resident now living in Denver named Doug Anderson.
I jumped back into politics full bore as the campaign manager for the Libertarian candidate for the Colorado State House in Capitol Hill. He didn't win,but the Denver Post in its endorsement of the Democratic opponent acknowledged the visibility of the campaign.
It was a beer soaked discussion at a pizza joint with Doug on Denver's East Colfax Avenue led to the 1987 run for Mayor of Denver. With the race technically being a non partisan one,it was believed there was a chance for Libertarian ideas to gain more attention without the stigma attached to being a third party candidate. Even so, we figured the involvement would be minimal, guessing at best,the candidate would be invited to 2 or 3 debates.Even that was more than a Libertarian candidate would normally get. There was no money that could be counted upon,nevertheless Doug and I agreed it would be worth obtaining the 300 signatures needed to appear on Denver's municipal ballot. Furthermore it was agreed that I would be the Mayoral candidate and Doug would run for Election Commissioner.(It should be noted that the beer soaking was all mine as Doug,a bartender at the time was a teetotaler.)
The incumbent Mayor,Federico Pena was swept into office four years earlier by appealing to Denverites to "Imagine a Great City" He was also helped by a freak May snowstorm on Election Day reminding Denver voters of a Christmas Eve blizzard that then Mayor William McNichols underestimated leaving Denver paralyzed for days..The realities of governing failed to live up to the expectations of many,thus when it was time for Mayor Pena to face re election,he was faced with several formidable challengers,many from his own Democratic Party. They included Denver Auditor Mike Licht,State Senator Dennis Gallagher,and former State Representative Miller Hudson. Also running was businessman Don Bain,the only Republican in the race.
The announcement of my entry into the Mayor's race was covered by both the Rocky Mountain News and Denver Post. Westword,Denver's alternative weekly heralded my entry as the "first of a handful of fringe candidates expected to enter the race".Rather than the usual third party tactic of blasting the writer for writing off the campaign, I wrote back thanking the writer for that entry citing various mainstream ideas that began with "fringe " candidates. That writer became a friend,and later gave the campaign good coverage. As the campaign rolled on, the media seemed to latch on to the stark contrast my candidacy was to the other candidates. At a Chamber of Commerce forum,I argued for a proposed new Convention Center and Airport being financed by the businessmen in the room as opposed to taxpayers.At a candidate forum sponsored by the Police Union,I stated how Denver's biggest gang problem was the gang in blue suits wearing badges,prompting a plainclothes man assigned to protect Mayor Pena to give me his card afterwards stating "If you get elected,you will need protection." To my surprise,the invitations to the debates continued.I had reporters assigned to cover my campaign,and enough money was flowing into campaign coffers to provide for campaign literature. All this was pretty heady stuff for a guy who,just a couple years previous had left the communal existence at G.O. carrying all my clothes and possessions within one large suitcase.
I first met Russell Means at a Libertarian Party meeting in Fort Collins Colorado. Of course I knew of his leadership role in the American Indian Movement led rebellion at Wounded Knee. Now Russell was in the process of seeking the Libertarian Party's Presidential nomination. After our meeting,Russell decided he would come to Denver on behalf of my candidacy. A month or so later,I found myself surrounded at a press conference by Means,Dennis Banks and other members of the American Indian Movement supporting my bid. It was one of the highlights of that campaign.
Another highlight was my appearance in the KUSA televised Mayoral Debate held days before the election. My response to the closing question "What makes you best suited for Mayor?" (Answer: "I'm not a lawyer or a member of the Denver Country Club") drew a reaction from an audience that was not supposed to react to any candidate.
On Election Night one Denver television station came to my house to broadcast my concession speech.
Because no candidate garnered the 50 percent plus one needed to win,there was a runoff between the top two finishers,Federico Pena and Don Bain. One day after the election Mayor Pena called asking for my support. A week or so afterwards I found myself being wined and dined by Don Bain's campaign team,assisted by a Downtown business developer at a fancy Denver restaurant. Neither got my endorsement,but the very fact that they sought my endorsement told me this campaign was heard.
Shortly after the Mayoral race,I was elected Chairman of the Colorado Libertarian Party and on the local level continued to have a visible presence.
On the national level,the Libertarian Party was engaged in a hard fought battle for its Presidential nomination with its two leading contenders being former Republican Congressman from Texas Ron Paul and Russell Means.
Because of ballot access and fundraising obstacles third parties face,the national convention was held a year ahead of the Presidential election. I was a delegate to the Libertarian National Convention held in Seattle. At the convention,I got to speak on behalf of Russell Means,smoke marijuana with former Goldwater speechwriter Karl Hess and talk music with Dr.Demento. Best political gathering I've ever attended.
The only thing that could have gone better from my perspective would have been if Russell Means had received the nomination.Instead ,Ron Paul received the nomination on the first ballot. There were a couple political differences and a wide cultural difference between the two. Russell stated and I agreed that Ron Paul would be better off running as a Republican. I later resigned as Chairman,but I wasn't done with politics for that cycle.
I couldn't help but to be interested upon hearing news that Eugene McCarthy was going to run for President again this time under the label of the Consumer Party. I made an inquiry about the campaign and shared my experiences as a third party candidate and left it at that. The phone call I received a couple days later floored me. Eugene McCarthy wanted me to appear on the ballot with him as his Vice Presidential candidate!
McCarthy wished to have someone of a libertarian persuasion on the ballot with him as he shared many of its views. I was too young to hold the office at the time,and McCarthy,ultimately wishing to abolish the Vice Presidency, had different running mates appear in different states,but the prospect of running with the person who in essence was my first political hero made it impossible for me to say no. The highlight of that campaign was a day spent with McCarthy in Denver and Boulder appearing on radio and being interviewed by newspapers. That evening,over a bottle of wine,I got a personal history lesson on the 1968 campaign,and I was told stories of McCarthy bailing out volunteers who had gotten busted for marijuana.
It was Eugene McCarthy who,with my marriage soon to be ending, recommended Minneapolis as a place for me to explore,and when the decision was made to move to Minnesota,it was Eugene McCarthy who personally covered many of my moving expenses.
Run for the Senate 2000
By the time the year 2000 rolled around,this Dreadlocked Rasta was involved with the Arts:Theater,Poetry,Spoken Word.Given that its best to write "what you know",much of the work had a social and political bent to it.This is also in the realm of Rasta practice,but the arts was providing a platform to thoughts and ideas that would quickly be marginalized in the political realm,but would be listened to in the context of art.
While I might call it just my life,those that prefer categorization would probably describe it as being"countercultural" or "bohemian" and at this time,I was much more likely to be seen at a reggae concert,smoking marijuana and "reasoning", or hanging out at a neighborhood watering hole than at a political meeting of any kind.
I became aware of the Grassroots Party shortly after my arrival in Minnesota in 1988.The Grassroots Party (now called the Grassroots-Legalize Cannabis Party) is a Minnesota based third party,dedicated to the legalization of marijuana. Over time,through various music festivals and marijuana rallies,I ended up meeting two of its leaders,Tim Davis and Chris Wright. Tim Davis' contribution helped make the Cedar Cultural Center event possible which premiered my play Malcolm X Meet Peter Tosh
It was at a music show on the West Bank where I first shared my experiences as a candidate with Chris Wright,and it was at that show where Chris first asked me to run for the Senate seat.
When one cares about issues,it is always flattering when someone asks you to run for office,and it was flattering to have Chris ask me to run. I knew however,having run before of the commitment necessary to run a minor party effort.Though one has little chance of winning,and because of things such as few volunteers,little money,a third party candidate is asked to do more than merely being a candidate and thus in its own way, running for office becomes every bit as consuming as the major candidate that has all the funding. I had other things going on in my life and initially I brushed him off. He asked me on another occasion and again I brushed him off.
An incident at a neighborhood coffee shop altered my thinking to where Chris didn't have to be brushed off a third time.
The Hard Times Cafe on the West Bank was raided and closed by the city on suspicion of marijuana dealings inside the premise.
While living on the West Bank,the Hard Times was like hanging out in my living room,especially after the New Riverside Cafe had closed. Its coffee could keep one going for hours,and its eclectic mix was representative of the West Bank and was like some offbeat family of sorts. It especially came alive after bar close.
This closing over a harmless plant created within me the same type of "I'm not going to accept this" feeling as I did when my reading at the Walker Art Center was cancelled.
While the Hard Times raid was a local affair,the offer was Chris was on the table,and I thought by running I would have a statewide platform to highlight marijuana injustices such as this. I then called Chris to accept the offer to run. Shortly afterwards I was officially endorsed at a Grassroots Party meeting,and when the Hard Times reopened it became my unofficial campaign headquarters. Laura Galore whom I originally met through my time at the Hard Times became my campaign manager.I was carried around town in carts designed by members of the Hard Times Bike Club.
The 2,000 signatures required to make the ballot were attained primarily by attending concerts, music festivals around the state and at various West Bank establishments.
Once I had to squeeze through a crawl space at the Target Center while Phil Lesh and Friends were performing to recover a clipboard full of signatures that I had accidently dropped.
As a candidate,I ran on a platform of eliminating corporate welfare,supporting a non interventionist foreign policy,and of course freeing the weed. I also stated I would be a Senator following in the maverick and poetic spirit of Eugene McCarthy. I remember receiving a campaign contribution from an older man who stated how he didn't necessarily care about whether I was for or against marijuana,but anyone willing to emulate McCarthy on any level was worth his support.
The highlight on the campaign trail was a debate held on the campus of the University of Minnesota.The debate would include Republican incumbent Senator Rod Grams,Democratic challenger Mark Dayton,widely believed to be the frontrunner.In addition to myself,the debate included Libertarian candidate Erik Pakieser,Independence Party candidate James Gibson,Socialist Workers Party candidate Rebecca Ellis,and Constitution Party candidate David Swan. The debate moderator was Minnesota Governor and former wrestler Jesse Ventura whose third party election not only shocked Minnesota and the world,but also gave a greater focus to the efforts of third party candidates in the state. The flashing of cameras as the candidates entered the stage was more like something I would have imagined for some celebrity
I don't know what shocked Mark Dayton more,the fact that I understood more than marijuana or that I was willing to "break the rules" to get a point across.In an earlier question Dayton promised funding that as a Senator he was constitutionally unable to provide.I called him on it despite of rules forbidding candidates referring to previous questions. Dayton's shocked reaction was captured in a photograph that landed on the cover of the Uof M's Minnesota Daily paper.The move drew Ventura's attention and immediately gained attention for what I had to say for the remainder of the debate.
There was also the "no touching" rule instituted by Gov.Ventura when I patted Mark Dayton's back,encouraging him to be real.
There were limited appearances after that debate.Word got out in part through a weekly candidates questionnaire in the (Minneapolis) Star Tribune where I got to quote Peter Tosh in a question concerning violence in America.
Word also got out through a series of offbeat,irreverent 30 second radio spots created by John Perkins from the Twin Cities band Vinnie and the Stardusters. John created spots asking whether "one would be more comfortable knowing the dime bag in your sock wasn't illegal" or "isn't it about time to throw the fat sweaty white guys out of office?" All the spots featured the music of Vinnie and the Stardusters.There was a Twin Cities station that read a disclaimer prior to running the spots.On another occasion the on air dj couldn't help but to comment on the radio ads. After the election,when analyzing where votes came from,I have no doubt the radio ads helped to bring in votes.
The campaign for the US Senate garnered over 21,000 votes,more than any other third party candidate in the race. In 2014,I found myself on the ballot once again as a candidate for Lieutenant Governor on a ticket headed by Chris Wright.
In the end,I look at the adventures in politics as in a way accomplishing what I had set out to do as a child.There were no guarantees I was going to get elected even if I had played the game like my mother had hoped.
Politics is a strange animal,and I no longer believe electoral politics can even be a major catalyst for change. I can say that and still never rule out what may or may not happen in the future. At the time of this writing however,I can safely say I'd rather devote my energies elsewhere..
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